September 2, 2026
Where: 14th St. and Pennsylvania, DC
When: 6:52 pm
Bird Species: blue jay, house sparrow, European starling
Things I Thought About:
- The usual extremely redacted shit I think about whenever I get close to the Ellipse.
- One time I saw ducks in the World War I memorial and now I always want to see ducks there and I never do.
- I'm ready for the ducks to come back. I'm ready for "sunny and 48 degrees."
- What I've got is partly cloudy and 82% humidity.
- Yesterday I was a pill and a grouch all day, and this evening is not much better.
- When I was in my 20s, I carried around a constant feeling that some disaster was about to happen, and it was a very justified fear because I was constantly fucking up. Bad things happened to me all the time as a consequence of my bullshit decisions. Now I have that "other shoe is about to drop" feeling again, but it's not because of any fuck up, it's just how things are in general, I think. I suspect this is a relatable feeling? It feels very unfair.
- Bummer Summer days when my sadness and nerves are not existential but personal and embarrassing are almost a relief, to be honest. I am having a bit of a wallow this week.
- This too shall pass. It always has before, anyway.
- There has been a handful of jays hanging around Freedom Plaza and the Press Building this week, screaming their heads off. I worked a little late tonight, so I was glad they were around, even though the photos aren't very good. I had forgotten how much darker 7:oo pm is in a city, with the buildings casting shadows.
- Maybe I'll try to get out of town this weekend. Oh, shoot, no, it's a holiday, all the beaches will be having a last hurrah, and the National Parks trailheads will be out of parking by 10:30 am. Maybe I'll sit on my couch and watch ten hours of Furious this weekend.
- Maybe I'll try to get out of town next weekend.
BOTD: blue jay. Kind of a "beggars can't be choosers" selection; there wasn't even a pigeon around. This jay was screaming in the very same tree where the molting one was last week. This could be him; they do grow back pretty quick. Who can say.
Here is a bonus pick of me, a dumbass, having leaned into a planter to take a photo of a tree for my Plant ID app, and not noticing until it was too late that there was a rotating sprinkler in it.
